Monday, April 2, 2012

iui #3 fail

well, it was worth a try (or 3)...another negative test. i actually had less of an emotional reaction this time around then the last 2 so that's good. i really have no idea what i will feel when i actually get a positive pregnancy test. ha!
not too much else to say at this moment, except that we're taking a break from fertility testing and treatment for a while. you know, just let nature take its course.
i just wanted to thank you for the emails, cards and thoughts/prayers you've been sending. it means a lot. :) i didn't intend for that to happen when i started blogging about infertility, i just wanted an outlet. but, it's much appreciated all the same.
so in the mean time, i'm going to try to focus more on the positive aspects of not having children (yet). like all the freedom we have, the traveling, the wild vegas nights..oh wait...
i still plan to update any thoughts i have on the topic and will of course, keep you all up to date (i know you check my blog for updates all the time). so in closing, a couple quotes from a little book on the shelf here next to me..."love strong and hope always."